This is going to be an outrageous post for some of you but I need to say what I feel. Please bare with me.
Tonight I was let go from After 5 Designs. Previously there had been an issue with people complaining about my packaging on my word brush kits being too similar Ali Edwards' packaging. My first thoughts were that they were not exactly the same nor did I know of any licenses on packaging. However, I gladly changed mine to avoid any conflict. Then I got pregnant with the twins. I took a long break from creating layouts, my blog, DT's, OLW and After 5 Designs. I came back and started to get back into things slowly. A5D has grown a lot. Many new designers. All very enthusiastic and able to participate on the blog, in the forum and galleries on a constant basis. That was not in the cards for me. I have too much going on right now. So lately I've made some kit's here and there but my participation had not been up to par. I understand that. However, I had cleared all that up. I thought that it was understood of my situation at this point. So I get an email today that asked for my resignation on the basis of lack of participation and because Ali has been complaining about my blog looking too similar to hers. I was advised to get my own style and come back when I am ready.
I have e-mailed them both with my concern over this matter. I have not received any response from either of them as of yet. I'm not sure If I will. I can't speak for them but I do owe any of you who buy my kits an explanation and I feel that I need to defend myself in this situation.
First of all I understand that Ali and I have similar styles. Our handwriting is a lot alike. But I write the way I write. I can't just switch that off because it looks like someone elses. I love my handwriting and I will continue to use it in my designs. I work very, very hard on creating every single thing I do. I make things from scratch. I am an artist and I have visions. I have been creating the way I do since the beginning. I like to combine text with my handwriting since who knows when. I am inspired by many people, Ali and others alike. But I'm not trying to copy anyone.
As far as digital kits looking similar. Um? Most everyones kits look exactly the same. There are different color variations and elements but yeah...they look a lot alike to me. How come when I make a kit I'm punished. Because it looks like Ali's? I'm not understanding. I make paper, I create image brushes by hand. I have elements that are similar but they are not identicle. I'm doing what everyone else is. I'm just trying to be me and make kits for others to enjoy.
As far as my blog. I have two things that are like Ali's. One of them is a TypePad feature that I received information on in my e-mail. It's a new comment system that is offered to TypePad users through TypePad Connect. It is not produced by Ali. Nor does she lisence it. It's for anyone with a TypePad account to enjoy. The other is the little feature at the end of each post that shows thumbnails of previous posts of mine. She has the same thing. Again...this is not Ali's creation this is available to you all too. It's a great tool to get people more involved in your blog. It's available through Link Within. I've been making changed to my blog like these because not alot of you would come by anymore. I was trying to make it more interesting. More involving. Other than those two things I'm at a loss of how my blog can be so similar and why it's being discussed in the first place.
It's so sad to me because I've worked so hard for everything that I have ever accomplished. I do not copy, I do not steal material. The only thing I could be accused of is being inspired. And it's got me where? I've lost a spot as a digital designer at After 5. That was extra income for my family. not even two days before mothers day. And why? Because I have some digital knowhow. Because of the way I write. Because I have an interactive blog now that I love?
Wow...that makes me wonder what's next. Makes me wonder a lot of things.
So, to all of you who liked my kits I'm sorry. But I will tell you that I plan to create freebies here when I get the chance. So that's pretty cool. I also will Keep my blog the way it is. It's totally within my rights to do so.
I hope that any of you designers out there get the privilege of being informed of any issues as they accure before it's too late. I hope you're able to create without consequence. And know that until someone shows you proof of breaking any laws or licenses, keep doing what you do.
Peace to you all and have a wonderful Mothers Day,
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